Seek Them Out

In our lives, we find ourselves continuously searching for the answers to so many of life's questions.

What we do not realize is that our choices constantly take affect on the answers that we seek.

The answers we choose to look for, are never to be found, because they aren't meant to be found.

A soul can search for the answers to the question of how to heal its pain, but none will be discovered.

A person can seek out the answers to whether or not they are truly in love, but that, too, will leave them turning up with empty hands.

We get so caught up in panic of not knowing what the answers to our questions are, that we forget that we learn as we go.

An answer isn't going to fall out of the sky, smack you on the head, and make you fall. It's going to take choices that you, yourself make, to end up being able to see those answers.

The mistakes that we make affect our future.

Our choices help to bring the answers to the surface.

So, make mistakes, learn from them, and see how that helps you see the answers.

Seek out the answers.

Reached That Moment

And I reached that moment....

Long ago.

I have grown weary of chasing after unattainable dreams, and people that only seem to bring you pain, rather than happiness.

These kinds of things only makes one waste their life.

I'm tired of bringing pain and hurt into my heart, to only have to silently suffer, while everyone else looks on, thinking that I'm the happiest person alive.

When, in all reality, I'm the furtherest thing from it.

That's when my 'mask' is my best assest.

The thing that keeps my true feelings hidden from the terrible grasp of the world.

So, being that I have reached that moment...

Or, so I did at one time...

I have realized that it is entirely possible to lose track of that discovery, and once again allow the old pain-causing people and things bother you again.

It is NOT pleasant.

So, I'm searching for that moment again. And, I'm hoping that I find it pretty dang soon.

Suffering sucks.